“Eyed” at the bank.

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This I wrote yesterday while the Moon was in Pisces:

Suddenly came a feeling…I have to write. When was the last time I wrote here? About one year ago it looks like. Today the Moon is in Pisces. Might be because of that I’ve been sort of drifting around the whole day. I have no idea where this little text will go but that´s how it´s supposed to be a day like this.

When I woke up on this job free day the Sun was shining but when I was finally out of the house heading for the city center it was suddenly fog everywhere. It happens quite often in this city of canals but when it’s on a Pisces Moon day it gives a much more spiritual and mystical feeling. Actually I love fog, it’s much easier to pretend that you live in a fairy tale then, and I love fairy tales.

Now talking about Pisces I would like to share a thing that happened to me a few days ago. It started like this that I had to go to the bank to complete a random bank task. I really dislike visiting the bank. I simply don’t like the energy there and I also dislike everything that a bank stands for. But I am a human. A human that lives in a society…so I went.

I wanted to make the procedure as less painful and simple as possible, so I put on my stone face and went with steady steps towards the young man with the intense colgate smile sitting behind the desk.

A polite man. Smiling constantly…almost a little too constant. Asking me all kinds of questions that I had no idea about that bank people asked, but I’m new in this place and I want to be polite in the new culture that I’m adapting too so I smile back politely and answer the questions as short as I can. (To be a Gemini I can be quite introvert some days and not at all the typical social genius Gemini, I blame Virgo rising)

It is something with this man’s smile that is not fully correct. It’s not that I think about it at that moment but I start sweating, but I don’t realize what is wrong at that moment, but my body gives my some kind of strong signals that I ignore in my attempt to be polite. (What kind of sickness is that, to be polite into insanity?!) My boyfriend would have said for sure if he was watching that the guy was flirting with me, but my intuition speaks something else.

The man while finishing my banking request simultaneously continues to ask me questions that I am sure are not obligatory in the banking process! These are a few of them:

  • What are you doing here?
  • What is your boyfriend doing
  • Where do you live?
  • Why did you come here?
  • How are you going to achieve this and that…?

Now after I am a little bit shocked that I didn’t react, said something. I see myself as a quite “reactive” person so to say. I am not lame at all, rather the opposite, but it was something about this whole situation that made me paralyzed and like those theater dolls that you pull in threads from above in order to make them move, and somebody was holding in my threads at this moment.

The eyes of that guy… yes the eyes, it is very important to mention that there was a desynchronisation of that guys eyes and smile.

That was it. My banking request was done and I went home. On the way home I feel upset somehow, but I cannot pin point out what it could be. By the time I am home I feel quite unbalanced and I break down and start crying. My boyfriend asks me what is going on and I tell him that I have no idea. My boyfriend (who has an incredible intuition) asks me what happened at the bank. I tell the story, and he says that he had a bad feeling about the bank already when I said I was going there. Then he says the one thing that makes even the most open minded girl in the world (me) skeptical.

– You got “eyed”!!!

Eh…ok. And what does that mean exactly? He explains that if a person look at you with some kind of bad thoughts and intentions this person can transfer “bad” energy to you, just by looking at you. My boyfriend is from South Europe and there this is widely known. I am from another place of earth but I also believe in energies although in my culture we never spoke about “eyeing” in this sense.

I cannot know exactly what happened but it was a one of a kind experience that’s for sure! That is not the way you´re supposed to feel after a bank meeting.  And it’s not like me at all to break down just because somebody looks strange at you.

I’ve been thinking a bit about this incident since then.  Many people have called me a “sensitive” person. This can mean so much, but I think that I do am extra sensitive to environments. This further made me think about Neptune and boundaries. People with strong emphasis on Pisces or Neptune in their birth chart are said to take extra care of them self when it comes to energy radiation. This is something that I’m still working on. I easily get “sucked” into situations and this can be both good and bad. On the positive side when I’m in an inspiring environment I can suck in this energy in a nanosecond and become completely ecstatic, but when I’m in a negative environment I can feel completely drained…also in a nanosecond. I have my natal Moon in the 12th house trine Neptune.

Another thing that I thought about is what could be the evolutionary purpose of being hyper sensitive to environments. I believe that everything has a evolutionary purpose, that every person has a purpose in the collective. We all have specific “skills” that we are meant to use in bringing the collective further in development.

What could be the evolutionary advantages for our specie by having hyper sensitive personalities? What do you think?

 

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Mercury is in Aquarius – Bring out your inner scientist and investigator!

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Hi there! Long time since I wrote here. I have been focusing a lot on my readings with clients. I´ve had so much fun with this, it´s been incredibly developing and I have gotten a lot of positive feedback that has increased my energy to want to do more and more and to dig even deeper into astrology. Actually I´m on the limit off obsession ;) I have planets spinning in my head constantly. It´s an incredible feeling when you see the revelation in a clients eyes when the information have been proceeded. My trust in astrology as the best tool for self development only increases for every time I do a reading. There might be other good tools out there but those I haven’t explored, and the question is if I ever will since the Universe is expanding constantly so I´m fully busy with keeping up with the stars.
Well…now when I´m finally visiting this little spot in cyberspace you might want me to deliver some astrological updates also. I´m not going to disappoint you.

As most of us now the Sun is in Capricorn right now the sign of long term commitment and steady and focused work. In the northern hemisphere we are in the middle of the winter and we need patience and thick skin to work our way through the winter and the difficulties and harshness that winter deliver. We must not lose focus of our goals whatever it can be. Spring always comes.

Another interesting thing I think is that both Moon and Mercury is in air signs today.
Mercury is in Aquarius and will stay there for some time, and the Moon is in Gemini. Air signs are intellectual so this is a good time to go through your emotions at an intellectual level (Moon in Gemini) and to also speak them out and explain/express them (Mercury in Aquarius)
Today is a good day to follow any impulse to express feelings to someone or about a situation, but please only positive ones since spontaneous negative expressions to people seldom works beneficial ;) It´s a good day to sort out your emotions at an intellectual level and look at them objectively. This is one of the positive traits of air signs that can be very helpful within stressful emotional events.

Mercury will stay in Aquarius for a few weeks. This time is excellent for progressive thinking , we tend to be more open to progressive and inventive ideas and thoughts. Take notice of any information that passes you by that is unconventional, liberal and outside the box. You might very well come up with excellent ideas during this time if you just keep your energy field open! You may also feel the urge to dig into complex intellectual subjects that are also a bit outside the box. Do it! Let your mind work a little because this is a time when the mind is on your side, it´s clear and very rational! Also allow yourself to follow any crazy impulse that might lead you into original situations and meetings.
Lots of love/ Anne

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What is a birth horoscope?

A birth horoscope is the frozen moment of your birth. This “map” of the stars at that particular moment you carry inside of yourself for the rest of your life. In your birth horoscope an Astrologer can see talents, where you find your biggest potential, your personality as a whole, family background, tensions in personality and emotional life and health. All this is based on your place of birth and your exact birth time. This is miles away from so called magazine horoscopes that most of the times offers a too far stretched generalization based on solely the sun sign, Sagittarius, Libra etc. Did you know for example that you carry all the different signs inside of you? – Just that some of them are more strongly emphasized than others.
What can be more valuable then knowing where in life you have the biggest potentials to succeed and at the same time feel that you are at the right place, where you feel at home emotionally and not only living up to others standards. The horoscope can also show in which areas you have to work on in order to gain a better balance. The horoscope tells a lot about the emotional needs of a specific individual.
Some have better self knowledge then others, and some need some help on their way. This is where I as an Astrologer can help you.
The horoscope is not something that is carved in stone, luckily. It is strong currents that can be changed by free will and determination but those are still powerful forces that pull us in certain directions.

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Sagittarius times – Aiming for the ultimate truth.

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The Sun entered Sagittarius Nov 22nd.After a transformative time in Scorpio where we´ve probably gotten in contact with our more hidden parts we can now begin focusing our energy outwards. The energy is lighter and expansive. These are also times of intensive celebration, socialization and preparation- for Christmas in some parts of the world.
The signs of the zodiac is actually exactly like a calendar that follows the natural cycles of life on earth and the ever changing cycle of light and darkness.
We can clearly see that the suns progression through the 12 signs mirrors what is happening on earth and how we arrange things. The Suns travel through the signs is also a procedure where we are students, of life.
During Scorpio (23/10- 22/11) times we took a journey inwards, probably met some monsters and dusty creatures that we haven´t given any attention to in a while, but maybe also found some treasures of gold that we had forgotten about – treasures of the inside that are easily forgotten in a world that most of the time focuses the energy outwards.
Hopefully we´ve also let go of some old fears now.
With a higher consciousness we can now spread our newfound light. After survival of transformation often optimism and enthusiasm follows. Two words that are descriptive of Sagittarius. Now when we´ve survived we can afford to have faith in the future, canalizing energy in to beliefs and expansion of consciousness. We want to show the world what we´ve learned through our travel inwards in Scorpio! Sagittarius people are often found in occupations that are connected to higher learning, philosophy and beliefs, all kind of teachers and also preachers.
Also the travel industry is connected to Sag, everything that involves expansion of mind and physical movement and expansion.
So why this shift from transformation in Scorpio to expansion of consciousness? Well, what are we people without our beliefs and faith in the future…life would be meaningless without anything “higher” to believe in. Now days many people live in secularized societies but still people light candles, and goes to church in the big holidays of December. Maybe not to pray, but to at least be reminded that there might be something bigger that surrounds us. This can give us hope in the darkness, both the physical darkness of the season and the spiritual darkness that unfortunately also exists in the world today. Sagittarius teaches us that hope is essential for survival.

Sagittarius sign is known as the centaur, a half man half horse creature, this represents that the sign has succeeded on integrating the earthly and the divine, the mortal and the immortal. This is where the higher consciousness rises. With the bow it aims for the ultimate truth. For Sag life is a journey searching for the truth, and probably Sag also says that it´s the journey of finding truth that is the whole point…and fun :) not so much to hit the target.

/ With inspiration from the book “Stjärntecknens visdom” by Thomas Jönsson – brilliant Swedish Astrologer. http://www.astrofool.com

Scorpio times and full moon in Taurus. Obsession possession

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Mice and men

If you love somebody set them free.

Scorpio times and full moon in Taurus tomorrow Nov 17th. I´ve seen in my near environment power struggles and frustration the last couple of days. I´ve also seen problems concerning money. Scorpio rules others money, and Taurus your own possessions, among those…money :p
Yes there are common traits between the opposite signs Scorpio and Taurus. Both Scorpio and Taurus energy can turn controlling and possessive if not channeled correctly. Taurus possessivness is mainly expressed through the need to control material possessions, but Taurus energy can also turn into jealousy and possessivness in relationships, all depending on how you see the people in your relationships- as humans simply, or as material possessions.
Scorpios need for control, when in unbalanced state, is residing more on the psychological level then the material. The control of emotions, since Scorpio is a watersign – emotions.
These are also passionate times, although the full moon is in earthly Taurus, the sun is still in passionate Scorpio. Passion is good as long as we keep away from possessive behavior. When we believe in the illusion that we own something and can control it, it easily turns into obsession. What we have to realize is that we really don´t own anything, especially not people. You can think that u own material things and the “things” won´t care because they don’t have emotions and they don’t care if u think that u own them or not, but as soon as you think u own somebody or that you have the ability to control someone or a situation in a relationship you´ve slowly started killing the love. Love is an energy , it needs to circulate. It can´t be controlled, it will die then.
Anyone who´ve seen the great and famous movie (a book from the beginning) “Mice and Men” knows what love and controlling acts can do to people and situations when it´s mixed up. Although this is an a little bit extreme example I´d like to use it.
Lennie in the movie is a goodhearted but mentally disabled man who has a thing (a strong thing) for stroking soft things, so whenever he sees something that appears soft to him he has a strong impulse to stroke it. Not at all in a sexual way though. But this urge of him puts him in many difficult situations and even deathly (Scorpio) in the end. (Sorry for ruining the movie now if you haven’t seen it :P) One incident for example: He meets a woman with a beautiful dress very appealing for him to stroke. The woman tells him that he can also stroke her hair if he´d like to. He does that but then she tells him to stop because she thinks he is only messing up her hair. But Lennie doesn´t understand easily because of his handicap. She starts screaming in panic and this makes Lennie even more scared and in panic over making her to stop scream it ends with him killing her, breaking her neck in desperation and confusion. A very sad and touching story.
These Scorpio and Taurus times made me think of this movie, themes like love, death, control and also confusion. For Lennie desperate acts of trying to take control of situations finally killed what he loved. What I want to say is that fear and control is always, always related. The fear of losing control can drive people to the most insane acts weather they are mentally disabled or not.
During this full moon think about what your relationship to possessions are. What is possessions for you and how do you value them. Do you let material possessions own you or do they serve you?
Do you let the love in your relationships flow freely or do you try to control the flow? Scorpio times are times of metamorfos (transformation). Remember that the butterfly was first a caterpillar.
You can also meditate over the lyrics in this song of M. Carey

Butterfly

“When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It’s easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise”